Today was one of the depressing days as the best friend to two people. Both of them seem to be off and acting so weird. I know one one of them loves the other and the other secretly does back, but who am I when they've known each other for years before me? I just suddenly came along and POOF, there I am, a best friend to both of them. Anyways, that's not the point. One of them asked me today when he got extremely annoyed of me, "Who am I?" I responded in a distant voice, but I don't think he could've interpreted it through msn.

My response: "You are one of my best friends.. you luv cats..." and other things that are confidential.

The next thing I know, after I said I was going to leave him alone, he told me not to. He begged me to stay and talk to him.. he was so down that he didn't even know who he was anymore... I couldn't forget that feeling.. but I know that it made him feel better and brought upon 20 more sunny days for him.

My other best friend asked me the same thing when I told her. I gave her my response, something she'd never expected.

My response: "You are one of my best friends along with him.. you care about your homework and work from than your own health. You have friends who care about you and love you. You should care more about yourself than other's well being. That may be selfish, but that's the truth. There's one more thing.. you secretly love him and possibly me too"

She was speechless. I waited for a half hour, until she responded again. She thanked me and both of them are fine now.

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I didn't want this to be the my first journal entry on Deviant, but I had to type it out. It's not depressing for others, but for me.. it's painful to know that your best friends are suffering. Even if it's mentally, they need your support. My support.

Anyways, don't say I'm wrong. I just want my friends to know that I love and care about them.. lol